Miss Spooky
I am Spooky Boo [aka Tara Marie]. I am the lover and student of all things Halloween, Horror, Gothic, and Odd. I am not a mean or depressing person, in fact, if you were to ask my friend and family, they would say that I have a bubbly personality and a sweet girl. So why a sweet one such as myself find comforts in the dark, dead, and scary? My older sister has been wondering the same thing and the best possible answer I can give is...I love life.
That should not make any sense in the normal standard...not really much "life" going on with the dead and spooky things but I find that seeing dead things, collecting creepy things, and watching horror movies makes me appreciate life.
I value life and all its grandness. I am lucky to be here just like everyone on this planet. I have happened to always loved the darker things, the odd things, the spooky thing and it makes me love the light of life. I use to be overwhelming terrified with death. Laying down in my bed, scared beyond breath, about the end of me and I had so many questions about the after life and why I am here...just like everyone else. For me, I just couldn't breath I was so scared. I would ask my mom and she would tell me her best answer for things but still, I was frightened. I found comforts within not sunshine or dolls but skulls and coffins and when I discovered there were TV shows about ghost...I was scared to watch them but I could not stop. As I grew up and my Grandfather died, I had to stop, sit, and reflect on myself... why should I be afraid of something that I will become? I will be dead...I might be a ghost someday. I was annoyed with myself for being scared of these things when I collected Living Dead Dolls and loved vampires. I was in love with the macabre and enjoyed learning about ghost and strange things.
To really pin point when I stopped being afraid of myself dying and to be understanding of ghost was when I married my best friend and high school sweetheart Nicodemus. That is what life is about...him...my mom...my dad...the sisters and brothers I have...my friends. They will die too...and that scares me more now than myself dying.
People may ask you...why do like scary things?...why are you Goth?....Don't you think that is a bit morbid to like? You are probably like me... someone who actually values life and to be honest...scaring people is a real hoot ;p
Stay Spooky